Well its decided... after almost a year since the last time I've had a fill, I will be going to True Results to get the barium swallow/x-ray done and possibly get a fill.
My goal was to get as close to 200 lbs as possible before going back but I have come to realize some things.
1. I'm not going to let any one, including a nurse talk to me like I'm an idiot or even make me feel like shit. Its bad enough I beat myself up regarding this weight loss process.
2. I know what is happening more with my body and they only know based on what I tell them. Fact is, I keep gaining back and losing the same damn 5 lbs.
The next thing is since late-July, I have put more effort into changing my eating habits. I have managed to lose about 4 lbs total. But in the mix of it, I have been following the lap band rules. And based on that, I know I am eating no more than a cup. And I know I end up feeling like I'm starving and I'm searching for food. And guess what........ I've even kind of caught myself going back to my slider foods because I'm hungry damn it! I'm not in my green zone or near it.
So after talking to my co-worker who has a band too... I will be going in to check and make sure I haven't done any major damage in the past 10 months and hopefully get a push on losing more weight. I hate being stuck at the 30 lbs total mark. And I know NOW that I have to put more effort into this thing to keep going.
I'm scheduled for September 28th! Lets see how this goes. :)