Saturday, July 9, 2011

A Weekend of Laziness

Is it possible to be behind on sleep?  I think so, after staying up late on vacation nights it has caught up to me.  I pretty much slept most of the day away.  Woke up long enough for my husband to feed me breakfast then back to the bed.  I hate days like this.  I tend to feel guilty later.

Then add in I got another huge zit on my chin, outside of the other pimples on my face.  Its like I'm a teenager all over again.  I'm not sure why I'm breaking out so bad.  Well actually I am drinking more water, so it could be flushing my system out of all the bad stuff.

I admit for the past few weeks I've been over doing it on eating ice cream, cookies, etc.  Anything sweet will do.  I don't know why either.  Its just so good.  I see pictures of cakes and want them.  LOL.

So besides laying around, my mind has been on a lot of things.  Especially going back to school.  I really feel this urge to start taking classes.  But then I'm scared of committing because I don't want to just quit like I have in the past.  I want to make sure I really do it this time and finish.  Plus I know that it costs me each time and I don't want to pay for something unless I actually complete it.  Just a lot of thinking when it comes to school.  Like if I should wait until David finishes.  Maybe I should.  But I want to do something now.  Uggh.  The back and forth thing sucks.

In the meantime, I really should work on the LTCp designation course I'm doing.  I really need to stop trying to take big ol' leeps and take small steps.  Goals should be broken up to meet the small ones which turn into accomplishing the big ones.  I know this.  Now to implement it.

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