Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Inner Struggles

I've made goals to accomplish for my weight, but there are other things I want to accomplish and make changes with as well.  I've always said that I'm a work in progress.  The problem has been, I have not been actively participating in making changes to be "in progress".  I'm tired of it.  I'm now 31 years old and I feel like I'm in the same spot I was in 5 years ago.  Still struggling when it comes to weight, to my relationships, my love/self worth for myself, finances, spiritually, etc.  I want to be a better person overrall.  And I sit and compare myself to others (for some reason) when instead I need to look deep down within me and make the changes to be in a better position for myself.  To be happy in general.

Basically....... I am my own worse enemy.  I have been standing in my own way for so long out of FEAR.  Fear of what?  Fear of failure I suppose.  I have to stop this mentality... I know we all have fear, thats fine.  But I need to embrace those fears and overcome them, no matter if its a positive or negative outcome.  Because eventually this is what leads to success in any goal.

So outside of the weight loss goals...  I realized there are some goals I need to set up for myself this year for inner peace.

I will think this over this coming week... and post on my "Goal Page".



2 comments:

Sarah from Onmyweightohappiness said...

You have to believe in yourself and work every day and week at changing the things you want to change in your life, yes its scary at first but just know you can do this no matter what. Its never easy looking at ourselves in the mirror to admit our flaws but I find it easier now because I do really want to change and be a better person. You know I got your back if you need anything!

Ronnie said...

You are SO much more than your weight... I love that you want to explore finding yourself on a much deeper level. :)