Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Burstin’ Bubbles...

And I ain't tryin' to be like that but I can't help it. This goes out to the young lady who's with my ex. I read your bulletin....saying how you've been dating him for 4 years now. Which means you were 14 when ya'll met. Strange thing, that means he was messing w/ you....after having his daughter with me? After being with me since 2000. I read that you think he's obsessed with you...do you really think that? I ain't trying to be mean, hell if anything I hope you read these words and learn from this........don't waste the time on him anymore. You deserve so much more and the fact that you got pregnant by him........and had a child with him so young....I feel bad. Do you know that only happened because I broke up with him after getting an abortion, this was my 3rd pregnancy with him......twins as a matter of fact....in June 2005. And I broke up with him because he's no good. I thought I could change him, I thought me and my family could help him...that he'd become a GROWN man. Nope.......never happened. Still ain't.

I let him go........hell it was for plenty of reason. He's full of shit, he's a liar and well.......he will never change. Dude has mental issues, seriously. He's got ADHD and I truly think he's a lil' on the slow side. I hate to say that about someone but real deal is...its that. He will never grow up. I've known him since he was 21 and he's in the same spot he was when I met him. Barely workin', no car, walkin' and takin' the bus with his damn backpack and headphones, frontin' like he's this hard ass nigga when he's just a punk, livin' off other people, don't even got his own place....living from couch to couch or floor to floor, wearing all his cousin's/brother's clothes...and so on.

Fact is.........since I've been back in Austin, he's been constantly calling and texting me. Telling me how he misses US....how he wish he didn't screw things up, how he wants his family back. EVERYDAY....its like this since we've been here. It sickens me! I tell him to stop, he knows I'm in a relationship.....I'm sure he runs his mouth to you about ya'll being a family, your the one. I hate to say it though...I'm sure if I told him today, lets be together...he would come be with me. Hell he was going to move to Houston last year with me if I let him.

And I ain't saying this because I want him.........I'm saying this because I hate to see you waste years on someone that is going no where. Someone that is negative and selfish. I was with him for almost 6 years.......hell he cheated on me many times.........in fact cheated on me with you. He's most likely currently cheating on you now, while hollarin' at me.......and cussin' my husband out for raising his daughter.

If anything........take these words and learn from it. I hope you don't make the mistakes I made with him.

Much luv...

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